Today is the first time I've skipped a family function because I am embarrassed that my no no bad fat isn't gone from my body. My cousin had a baby & the Bris was today. I didn't want to go & have to hide under clothes & pretend to be okay with being there while I am self conscious. Now I KNOW I could be way worse off in terms of body shape & how far I have to go, but I just couldn't do it today. After being nauseated for the past two weeks & not being able to get my groove on with food the way I want to, I just couldn't be social.
I finally started back at yoga - which I really like. I just like the way it makes me feel. I sometimes get a wee bit jealous when I see/hear someone talk about how they got their hardcore workout on, but I have to remember that Yoga is where my body is right now. I'm okay with that. I'm okay with it because I can feel everything on my body get tight. It's exciting & something to look forward to!
Again, food has been a bit fail & all over the place. I can eat & be okay for a little while & then feel sick again. I had to go through and reread people's journeys on Paleo and how they had flu like symptoms up until 2.5-3 weeks. I've been through this, but I literally become non-functional when I go into fat burning mode. The only thing that makes me feel good is the bad stuff, but I am doing that in moderation mixed in with the good. I Really hope the universe is swinging my way. I am usually a really good manifester, but I am feeling a little lopsided.
Talk to ya soon.
AJ
You can do it! Just be patient and kind to your body.
ReplyDeleteThank you, boo :) Means a lot!
DeleteYou are too bright of a light to let something like your appearance keep you at home.
ReplyDeleteHope you are feeling better,
Tex
Warm Fuzzies :) Thank you, Tex! Totally brought a smile to my face.
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