So my surgery is considered minor surgery, but after 3 days I've been checking out my pie hole & it's pretty invasive. One of my stitches fell out today, but oddly enough I didn't spazz out & freak out. I tried weaning myself off my pain meds today, but that didn't work too well because I ended up taking 1.5 within a certain time frame & it knocked me out. Needless to say, I am just going to have to take 1 full pill til I run out. It makes smiling and talking really hard. They grafted from the roof of my mouth & then stitched it to my gum area. So the right side of my mouth is out commission :( I need to keep reminding myself that it actually was surgery & need to heal!
The good news is that I am losing weight from soups, juicing & potatoes. My overall guess is that at this point my calories are next to nothing. I do okay until around lunch time & then I lose my shit. I get really hot, sweat bullets, feel like my head is expanding and contracting, I get nauseated. So I drink something and it somewhat goes away. I really wish I knew someone who is an expert on detoxing because I feel that's what I am going through. I think meds are making me feel all fucked up too, but I've seen the inside of my mouth & am going to do whatever it takes to heal healthfully! I am not going through this again, BUT I am grateful it is giving me the chance to reboot. Let go of sugar, dairy, gluten. I haven't chewed anything in a little over 3 days. I really think I may give this juicing thing a go for longer than a week.
My skin is still very itchy! I was up til 3 am itching. WTF? Yeah..I hope I fall asleep right away this time when I take my meds. And the skin on my face is not supple yet. It's kind of dried out with these little bumps over it. It doesn't look like acne, but I am not sure what it is.
No exercise still, just a lot of rest and fluids. I am super duper tired right now, but I am steaming my broccoli & cauliflower so I can make a mash up of healthy food. Ok, signing out. Asian.
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